An interview with fantasy author Jennifer L. Jacobson; about her life, inspirations, and what she's learned along the way. What inspired you growing up? Nature deeply inspired me as a kid, and it still does. Playing in the woods around my house led me to believe in the power of wild places and I loved to imagine the memories they held. I spent hours building forts, climbing redwoods, and exploring deer trails. I loved taking my friends on the trails around my home, but I also spent a good deal of time on my own. I don't remember ever being bored outside. I was also inspired by animals. The first short story I remember writing was about a little owl who got lost in a forest. Later, when I had my driver's license, I spent a lot of time at the beach on cloudy days, wrapped in a parka, writing brooding poetry and short stories in brightly colored journals. I love being in nature. It's why so many of my stories feature nature prominently. To me, nature isn't a setting, as much as it is an active character. I also grew up down the street from an abandoned theme park, (every child's dream), which heavily influenced my work. Basically, even though I never got the chance to believe in Santa, I lived next door to his house, which I brought to life with my imagination through the chain-link-fence. For more on that park and my lifelong connection to it, click here. What kind of stories did you like as a kid? Did you read a lot of books? When it comes to stories, movies influenced me the most growing up. Reading for more than a few minutes has always been really difficult and requires great focus. I didn't read many books as a kid so I guess I'm not your typical author. It wasn't until I was twenty that I learned I was Dyslexic and had ADHD. I was a kid in the 80's during the golden resurgence of feature-length animation and was inspired by amazing stories; The Muppet Movie, An American Tail, The Land Before Time (the original), The Little Mermaid, All Dogs Go to Heaven, The Brave Little Toaster, Dark Crystal, and my all-time favorite; The Last Unicorn. I've since had the good fortune to meet and briefly even work with Peter S. Beagle the author of The Last Unicorn, and it is still one of my life's greatest honors. As a young kid I loved it when the teacher read out loud in grade school every day after lunch (Teachers everywhere; please keep doing this. It is so helpful to those of us who are slow readers or who have difficulty reading). Black Beauty, The Boxcar Children, and Where the Red Fern Grows were among my early favorites. They inspired me to elevate my writing beyond short stories. At the age of 13 I read Jurassic Park cover-to-cover on my own and loved it. It was the first book I couldn't put down. It was the same in college when I sat down and read the Harry Potter series. Now that the technology is readily available, I listen to audiobooks and I'm making up for lost time. When it comes to Young Adult novels, I enjoying books such as The Gilded Ones, When We Were Then, A Sorcery of Thorns, Shadowshaper, How Rory Thorne Destroyed the Multiverse, Gregor the Overlander, and of course The Hunger Games books. You say you minored in Cinema. What are some of your favorite films? I almost majored in filmmaking, but this was at the start of the digital transition and the technical aspects of developing physical film were of no interest to me. The film Star Wars: A New Hope changed my life. When I was in college and the Star Wars prequels started coming out, I decided to go to film school. I met my now husband in a cinema class and we spent a significant amount of time in movie theaters watching The Matrix and Lord of the Rings movies. It was an amazing time. Some of my all-time favorite films are Cloud Atlas, Monster, Arrival, Party Monster, Princess Mononoke, Howl's Moving Castle, Dark City, and Blade Runner. I adore Peter Jackson's Lord of the Rings trilogy and the Wachowski's Matrix movies. I'm not typically a fan of horror, but I really enjoyed Let the Right One In, and Babadook; they both featured stunning cinematography and out-of-the-box storytelling. You got your master's degree in broadcast communication. What are some of your favorite shows? With streaming, we're living in a golden age of television and programming. There are so many great stories being told. One of my longtime favorite shows is Doctor Who. Some of my other favorites are Lovecraft Country, Sweet Tooth, The Chilling Adventures of Sabrina, Stranger Things, Good Omens, Big Love, True Blood, Tuca and Bertie, Bojack Horseman, Orphan Black, She-Ra and the Princesses of Power, Steven Universe, The Legend of Korra, Star Vs. The Forces of Evil, Killjoys, Warehouse 13, Gravity Falls, and On Becoming a God in Central Florida. My current hyperfixation is Centaurworld. The songs are incredible and Wammawink, a pink centaur llama is my favorite character. What do you do in your spare time? Lots of things! I love painting; it gives my hands something creative to do while listening to audiobooks and podcasts. I also love to quilt, but not the kind of quilts people typically expect; I like to design and create colorful art quilts that can be hung on walls. I also enjoy weaving, but again, not the kind of weaving you'd expect; I like to take found objects and weave fun yarn onto them. There is so much texture to play with when it comes to yarn. I highly encourage anyone curious to get into crafting because it's not about "being good at it;" it's about having fun, daring to be silly, and sometimes you might make something you want to share. Who is your favorite Muppet? Gonzo because he's weird and whatever and he owns it! I love his optimism, and the fact that he doesn't care if he fits in. He's in love with a chicken. He has a whole watershow routine where he attempts to launch himself through a loop de loop and into an imitation leather recliner floating on a lake. He takes professional pictures of people at fancy parties just as the food spills onto their tie. He also has a deep sense of belonging in not belonging. The first time I heard his song in The Muppet Movie, I'm Going to Go Back There Someday, it was like a floodgate of emotion broke in my soul. I felt an emotional pang I had never experienced, and it is a feeling I channel often in my work; this profound sense of awe and wonder. It's a feeling of staring into the void and feeling inextricably connected to it. So you like Gonzo. Were you kind of an oddball growing up?
Yes, and it's something I like to write into my characters now. I want young adult readers who feel like they don't always fit in to know they're not alone. As a young kid, I spent a lot of time in my head. Relating to other kids was often difficult. When other kids would say they wanted to be a teacher or a doctor–I'd say I wanted to be an igloo builder (because I'd just seen a video about it on Sesame Street). As a kid I remember being bullied regularly. Fortunately I had a few really good friends who supported me. Most of the kids I knew were friendly but a couple individuals made it their special project to try and put me down whenever possible. Between the ages of nine and fourteen, one girl singled me out every day to verbally assault me. It really took a hit on my self-esteem. I stood up to her as best I knew how, but I never really knew what to say. What do you say to someone who points out your every mistake and insists you're "so stupid?" She got fantastic grades. I didn't at the time. She could hear instructions from the teacher and instantly "get it." I couldn't. What I didn't see then was that there was probably more going on in her life that made her feel like she needed to pick on me. She needed to put me down to feel good, despite all the amazing things she could do. Looking back, I feel sorry for her and I hope she's okay. I was also abandoned by a youth group once at Disneyland on Main Street. The whole group literally ran away from me as fast as they could. I was horrified and alone for a few minutes until two of the kids came back for me. "Those other kids are jerks," they said. "We're going to hang out with you." They hung out with me the rest of the trip. We stayed friends for years after and spent a lot of time badly quoting SNL and Monty Python, and being profoundly silly. I am so grateful for them. Because bullying impacted me so deeply, and I know how much having even one supportive person can mean, I try to capture that scope-of-view in my work. I truly believe empathy is one of the strongest tools we have to healing past wrongs and building better relationships. Being aware of each other is the first step toward that kind of empathy. What compels you to write? I write because I feel things deeply, and I don't think I'm alone. I hope that my writing will connect others with themselves and with others. I'm a big believer in the transformative power of storytelling. I especially like writing young adult fantasy because I know what a hard time young adulthood can be; you're not quite a kid, and you're not quite an adult. I feel like today's youth face a host of very real and daunting challenges. I want them to have the emotional toolbox to navigate the world from a place of personal power and connectedness. For adults reading my books, I hope to connect them with their inner young adults and the wonder and strength they need to be their best selves and make the kinds of decisions that improve the world for future generations.
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